I am near hysterics this morning. I kid you not. Why now, and Why me? I'm sick. And I'm not ok with this.
I blame it on the change of weather. I blame it on my sucky eating habits as of late. I blame it on fate-that sickness would come right when you have amazing weekend plans you are looking forward to. Essentially blaming something is the only thing getting me out of bed today when I really want to roll over, crumble into a ball and break down. Oh wait...I already did that, every time snooze went off until about 8am!
I even made a doctor's appointment this morning in my desperation. I never go to the doctor. The last time I went was because Forbes would not leave me alone and I had been battling allergies for well over 2 months. Usually when I am sick I pull out all the homeopathic stops, inhaling vitamin C like it is going out of style. Well today I'm hoping for a Z-pack. Not only do I need to be better by tomorrow, I need my energy back.
The worst thing about being sick is my craving for carbs and sugar have skyrocketed! When all I really need is fresh fruits and veggies to help fight this thing, all I really want is bread, bread, bread. I also want nothing to do with any of the food in my house. Meaning this cold is going to cost me quite a bit of money between the grocery store, Panera, and the doctor! All this money right before I head out of town for the weekend.
Blah, blah, blah.
Wow! So I'm not really a whiner on here, and even just reading this makes me cringe. But you should know how I feel. Then you can all lift me up in prayer and I will have a miraculous recovery and an amazing and energized weekend!
On the upside, being sick means I get to take a day off normal responsibility, lay around in bed and read my new book that just came in the mail.
Yup, I just got it and am already on Chapter 7. Really, after reading this book, you will read my rants above and tell me to suck it up, put my big-girl panties on and deal with it. I believe that is the inspiration I need today.
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