Thursday, October 13, 2011


I am near hysterics this morning.  I kid you not.  Why now, and Why me?  I'm sick.  And I'm not ok with this. 

I blame it on the change of weather.  I blame it on my sucky eating habits as of late.  I blame it on fate-that sickness would come right when you have amazing weekend plans you are looking forward to.  Essentially blaming something is the only thing getting me out of bed today when I really want to roll over, crumble into a ball and break down.  Oh wait...I already did that, every time snooze went off until about 8am! 

I even made a doctor's appointment this morning in my desperation.  I never go to the doctor.  The last time I went was because Forbes would not leave me alone and I had been battling allergies for well over 2 months.  Usually when I am sick I pull out all the homeopathic stops, inhaling vitamin C like it is going out of style.  Well today I'm hoping for a Z-pack.  Not only do I need to be better by tomorrow, I need my energy back. 

The worst thing about being sick is my craving for carbs and sugar have skyrocketed!  When all I really need is fresh fruits and veggies to help fight this thing, all I really want is bread, bread, bread.  I also want nothing to do with any of the food in my house.  Meaning this cold is going to cost me quite a bit of money between the grocery store, Panera, and the doctor!  All this money right before I head out of town for the weekend.

Blah, blah, blah.

Wow!  So I'm not really a whiner on here, and even just reading this makes me cringe.  But you should know how I feel.  Then you can all lift me up in prayer and I will have a miraculous recovery and an amazing and energized weekend! 

On the upside, being sick means I get to take a day off normal responsibility, lay around in bed and read my new book that just came in the mail.
Yup, I just got it and am already on Chapter 7.  Really, after reading this book, you will read my rants above and tell me to suck it up, put my big-girl panties on and deal with it.  I believe that is the inspiration I need today.

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